Saturday, November 12, 2011

Winter's almost here. I'm not really ready to freeze my ass of but I'll make the best of it. ;)  The only good part is snow...other wise I just wish I could move to Florida or something. There's just something so depressing about cold weather. I miss summer already. ♥

Thursday, November 10, 2011

I'm going to see a play my school is putting on.
Beauty and the Beast.
♥ I love that movie.
I'm super excited to get out of half my classes today too.
I'm ahead of everyone and never have anything to do.
As far as grades go,
I deserve this. (;
But i do have to go to "Relationships" =P
That class is boring and pointless,
Next year I'm going to tell all the fresh meat not to pick that elective.
I thought it would be a blow off class. Apparently not.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Go back to Pretending

A month's worth of tears fall in one day.
Don't worry, tomorrow, I'll be okay.
Truth be told, it's always been that way.
I'm never fine. No matter what I say.

I'm sorry I'm not "myself"
I'll go back to pretending, put the pain back on it's shelf.


I should just stop talking. 
Nobody listens.
I wonder if even one person would notice, 
if I didn't say a thing. 
It wouldn't be much of a difference really.
I keep my thoughts to myself, for fear
Of what might happen if I let them loose.
At one time I thought I was getting better.
Now I'm getting worse.